Am I Bi-Polar?

The past weeks have been filled with so many highs and lows

Low: more complaints about taste issues

Low: member may quit coop if can't find resolution to taste issues; kids won't drink

High: name of different dairy selling raw milk

High: dairy milk is very good

Low: reality check ~ can members handle "rustic" aspect of new dairy?

Low: reality check ~ what about if taste changes if we move?

High: support of coop in considering change

High: new member added ~ family loves milk

Low: stress of creating unbiased comparison

Low: stress of writing "strong" email to members

High: Cows R Us wins vote by clear majority

Low: coop member quits coop with lots of ugly written words

High: support from members that I was not offensive or rude

Low: coop member's kids refuse to drink CRU milk

Feel like I am on a psycho roller-coaster.

After getting last email, I hurt ~ mostly emotionally; just wanted to quit. Sent the email to Jennifer, not as a complaint but just as a "help me, I am drowning in the sea of despair."

Brain has been on overload. Very tired and exhausted from dealing with the grind.

Praying for Cows, Jennifer and Dale, grasses, hay, feed, cleaning ....